So do we all have a mission on earth. Or are some people here like I've read and just to be waste bins. Isnt it interesting that we sometimes believe we have chosen our life goals and life's ambition but we had absolutely nothing to do with it. And to further the thought how is it that sometimes when we believe we have chosen a life goal it veers off into something we never imagined. Is it evidence of God. Or evidence of a higher power for those offended by God. Is it us.. who believe we have total control of our life but if that is the case then why are we all not doing exactly what we want. Why do any of us work? Why arent we all wealthy? Why dont we all have families? Or is our spirit bound to learn it's lessons and challenged to bring ourself to the brink of our existence in order to mold our hearts. I believe we all do have a power inside us. A higher power given to us on the day the anniversary of what we celebrated (those who celebrate Easter) yesterday. In my opinion, and I say that so its understood that it is only my opinion and may be understood differently, to believe it is only ourself who is the one creating or having the power to do what sometimes will only be explained as miracles is egotistical. I struggle with this and truly hadn't learned this until later in my life. The only power inside me is one of God. God goes before me, stands beside me and behind me. I find myself needing to remind myself of this. When I feel God is far away, I better take a good look at where I am standing. I have strayed from God. And only His Love makes me whole. It will always be a difficult thing to look inside and see that we are flawed. As much as we want to believe due to what ever we have done in our life that we are the reason, we are not. And the closer we become to God the better, I believe, we will understand Christ in us. For better or worse, in good and in bad, all serve its purpose in Gods universe.